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Last night, I dreamed:
I was in an apartment,
a collage of many in
which I've lived. The doorbell
rang. I opened the
door. There stood a broad-faced,
brown-skinned man with a menacing look, wearing a parka,
its hood up, trimmed with an animal's fur. He tried to
pass me; I pushed him back and yelled, "Get
out of here!"
In the hills
above the city today, exhaust fumes from below mix with sweet
scents of pollinating plants. Dark clouds float past hang
gliders spread out, their guide lines meticulously
untangled before the
veneer of Christianity and its attempt to change the meaning
of ‘crossing’ to ‘a place where a cross
stands,’ trees have long marked crossings and were
regarded as flourishing intersections between the temporal
and the eternal. Powerful trees have powerful presences
and their function in bringing people together for blossoming
like large silky flowers tossed up and riding erratic thermals
back down to earth.
I sit in a molded plastic
chair, down toward the sea, wondering if at some
genetic junction our ancestors
opted for arms
instead
of wings. So that now our
nesting instinct is woven from nerve cells
ascending in fledgling primate brains.
"Transposed
into symbols, however, something quite different arises—a
space in the earth with features of the sacred and a medium
of man's expression of himself."
[G. Gabauer, "The
Place of Beginning and End." In, D. Kamper & C.
Wulf, Editors, Looking Back on the End of the World. New
York, 1989.]
To the artist, home is not
domestic, but a site for wildly creative
ideas. Not locking
doors and loading guns, but balancing "the mythic need for home
and security with the capacity to accept and appraise the reality
of the other"—
Out
there and
in here,
we arrive home.
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the
veneer of: N. Hall, “White
Riding: Milking a Legend.” In,
S. Marlan, Editor, Archetypal Psychologies: Reflections
in Honor of James Hillman. New Orleans, 2008.
the mythic need: J. Hill, At Home in the World.
New Orleans, 2010.
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