Exiting a freeway ramp into downtown Albuquerque, on streets vaguely
remembered. Did I expect
the cycles of creation
and destruction, building and tearing down, would cease while I was
gone?
Aztec gods were entombed
in "a vast cave filled with skeletons and
ruled by the Lord and
Lady of
Death," beneath
the altars
of the invading Christian Church. Their bones still echo
footfalls above.
I was guided by
Central Avenue, still running through the city's heart:
Its
rushing eyes glimpsed in opposite directions;
marginal bushes thriving on pollution that defies
straight lines.
My first house
was my last sculpture studio. Then lived in an apartment
since razed
to the ground
so not to
shelter
its landlord's evil chindi. Last came
a thin-walled apartment on a quiet street next
door
to a
couple from hell.
Today, standing
outside
I recalled the night
I was
suddenly
connected,
to
a
virtual world.