|
Once
the black turns blue, darkness can be penetrated
(unlike
the
nigredo which absorbs
all insights back
into
itself, compounding
the darkness with literal, impenet-
rable
introspections).
More rocks have
risen in the river, too slippery to cross: the void
of
the universe's creation is the calculation we fear to make.
On a map
of my childhood, the Terra Incognita was
painted
with "the white
worn-out
arrogance
of
the
spirit." But it's
the
dark I feared, where Pandora's box holds
the
original contamination, and there is no border between what's seen
and what's unobservable;
between what was, what is,
and what
may
be
on
the switchbacks, loose sand, a hundred foot
drop
past foliage
just hanging on.
A blue jay lands
on
the blackened
limb
of a nameless tree. Rising
above the valley with
backpack, water
bottle
and first aid kit,
a heavy sweater stripped
off and tucked away,
the mountain,
steep
but at
peace with itself, forgiving the
fire and the flood
that followed
in its
wake.
|